You know sometimes we people are selfish and don’t know the best things that we have are always in front of us, we always want more in life. Life was created to live and enjoy ourselves & learn to live happy with everyone. Its sad that most of the people in the world never realize exactly how much life is, its precious. I’m constantley crying in the inside from the screams and pains that I have went threw and to have the knowledge of when your time will come its unexplainable. I know it in my heart that the years I’m going to live isn’t very long. Yes people never know when there death going to come, but guess what thats a weight off your shoulders. Look at it from my point of view and your’ll see that since I was a Kidney Transplanted patient everything changed, my life changed completely. Why because this is for life and there’s so much my body and mind can handle who knows what’ll happen. I have a lot of faith and hope and one day hopefully I leave here with a smile on my face. I’m very happy to be with someone that makes me forget about the bad times and makes me enjoy life, like im suppose to be. Thank you. In my heart you will always remain no matter what. I will continue fighting cause I, myself and me can do anything. Anything is possible till I finally take my final last breath. This is a constant struggle but from it I gain the experience that would take a life time. Its one of those things people like to call us disable. The special ones I guess. Point Blank needed to get it out there. Such a relief. thanks for taking the time to read hopefully. Next time you can be more cautious and careful with yourself. I’m speaking for those that party till the next day drinking and smoking.